Desperate for TIME!!!!

*grabs hair*

Why do we only have 24 hours a day?? WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?

Grrr.....

24 hours are seriously, SERIOUSLY not enough can!!!!!!! (btw who created the prescribed rule of 24 hours a day? Why can't it be 28 or 35?? Muz be the doings of G*D... *tsk tsk*)

Aniwae, I'm a desperate woman now. Not desperate for lurve... but desperate for TIME.

And desperate for money as well. But that's not the main point.

My main point is... I seemed to be lacking in those two that are deemed as the most important aspects in one's life!!!

You hear those old old ppl who think they are so wise saying words of wisdom like "time is money... time is priceless... money cannot buy time... when time is lost, it is lost (well, I made this one up, but it makes absolute sense, doesnt it??)

Aniwae, I think those sayings are contradicting themselves.

How can you equate time with money when you say it is priceless? If it is priceless, it does not cost anything or it has no money value in it, right?? *nods*

When you say 'money cannot buy time'... well this will not work in some situations.

For example:

A fricking filthy rich kid called Poorchi (no offence to those with the same name!) strangled Papa, the owner of a mama shop because he wouldnt sell him 'Anything', and was charged by the police. Poorchi was later trialed on court and because all evidences pointed at him as guilty of charge, he was sentenced to the worst punishment the judge can think of because Papa happened to be the judge's gay lover (the law enforcement system is corked up lah). But because of Poorchi's gadzillion fortune, he managed to bribe his death executor to postpone his execution date to a week later, so he could savour 'Anything'. But then, the executor, after realising he has a conscience and some integrity, decided to report him and in the end, Poorchi died (dun ask me how, he just did).

The above ridiculous story was told to test the hypothesis that 'money CAN buy time'. And it really can: Poorchi used his wealth to buy 7 days of his remaining life so he could live longer for 7 days (but he didnt know the executor would betray him... *tsk tsk*)

Aniwae, my whole point is...

I can't possibly go bribe the professors to extend the deadlines for my essayS right???

Not even if I had the cash because I think they have extraordinary high moral values.

So the only way out is to chiong. And chiong. And chiong. Until 6th Nov 2007.

*grabs hair*

You must be wondering: here I am complaining about lack of time, but why am I still blogging instead of studying or doing some constructive work right? (In fact, looking at the time - 2.45AM, I should be sleeping peacefully now... *grrrrr*)

Well, I'm waiting to compile my project, which is due in 15 hours' time (but if you minus off 5 hours of sleep, 2 hours of travelling, 2 hours of final check through and printing in school, that will leave you...............6 hours to complete.) *gasps + shakes head*

I HATE LAST MINUTE WORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*sigh*

But bo bian...when there's group work, there's always last minute work.

OMG.

My lappie screen is decreasing in size. It's getting smaller! My lappie is vanishing!

Oh.

It's my eyelids... they are drooping.

*slap slap slap*

I can't sleep. I can't doze off.

My....project...is...not....yet.....done.................

Damn.

I can't wait for Wednesday, 24th October, 1130am to come.

Seriously.

Then I can bid some of them sayonara and yong yuan bu jian.

That's how much I detest and despise them. Free riders. Only know how to act, 'por' and flirt their way through.

Damn er xin. *bleah*

No words can describe how I'm feeling now.

Oh, actually there is:

D-I-S-G-U-S-T-E-D.

*sigh*

Why is my luck so lousy?

Always tio this kind of dai zi...

Due to these, my moods are pretty bad. I can't help it, but the grouchiness just won't leave me alone.

I know I'm not making myself popular... but I'm not going to stoop to their level and degrade myself. I have my principles. And aniwae, who needs such ppl as my friends? *shrugs innocently* And I hate Malaysia. There's a linkage as to what i'm saying. Trust me.

Another thing...

A couple of, I would say, controversial matters that kept me thinking and pondering and wondering and mulling over...

1. Is it ok for attached ppl to go ard flirting openly with others and getting into ai mei guan xi? *shudders from the er-xin-ness*

2. Is it ok to act cute, act fake, go all out to 'por' another person even when it means sacrificing ur sexuality in order to siam responsibility?

3. Is it ok if the above two happen simulataneously/concurrently?

Damn.

Just two more weeks of living hell and that's it.

Goodbye. Full stop. Period.

Get out of my life, will ya?

BeBe's post

Right. I've decided to show off the Neo's family fifth member for this post:

Neo BeBe!!!!!!!!! (or BeBe Neo.)

And her new clothes. Specially flew in from Hong Kong just for her!!!

Damn cute lor! Dun you think??? The hot pink one says 'GIRL' and the black green one shouts: "STARBARK COFFEE". Fricking funnie can! *lolz*

But BeBE only wears it at night, so it's kind of her pyjamas... *hahah*

Tt's why I had the rare chance to take it in the day... *hee*

And she's got character. She doesnt allow anyone to wear the shirts for her. Only me bro has the privilege. *tsk tsk* (She's veri attached to him. Maybe it's female-male kind of thing?? I dunno.)

Tt time I wanted to put it on for her and she barked and growled at me. WTH.

But I still love her. =)

We rarely catch her lying oh-so-kuai-ly on the sofa, only on rainy days when there's lei gong. She's damn afraid of thunders. Will shiver on the sofa and refuse to come down. *shruggs*

Waiting oh-so-innocently for mum-mum. Tell me, how can I or anyone resist her when she gives you tt kind of look? *tsk tsk*

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Today, me and bro brought BeBe to the vet for her third vaccination and some grooming...

I had some laugh when I saw BeBe shivering non-stop on the grooming table... She's trembling soooo badly that the whole table was vibrating as well!

I was standing outside the room and watching through the glass. Then this couple beside me was commenting on BeBe.

BF: "See, see? The dog's shivering. Must be damn scared. Ha ha!"

GF: "..."

BF: "Eh it's German Shepherd leh! Quite big hor. But it looks young lah~!"

Then BeBe started looking around.

BF: "See? It must be looking for her master. So poor thing."

It was quite an experience hearing other ppl commenting on your dog without them realising that the dog's owner is just beside them. *haha*

The Pet Safari @ Eastpoint was veri crowded when we went. Full of humans and animals. Especially dogs. Not that I mind. *haha* I lurve dogs!

And BeBe can make some friends too.

But think she got a shock on the grooming table and she forgot to be friendly afterwards.

Aniwae, it was I who made friends over there. *muahaha*

Got to know King, a friendly but underweight male dunno-wad-breed dog. His owners are really nice ppl... =)

OK. I've got nth more to say abt BeBe le...

But I wanna share a very meaningful story to create a closing BANG!

Here it goes:

There's a story about four people:

Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.

There was an important job to be done and Everybody was asked to do it.

Everybody was sure Somebody would do it.

Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.

Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job.

Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody realised that Everybody wouldnt do it.

It ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when actually Nobody asked Anybody.

Interesting?

I read a few times just to get the essence of it. But it is a meaningful story.

Your homework for reading this post: Find out the morale of the story.

=)

No-Life Me.

Interesting, huh?

I found this outside a prof's office while waitin for my prof. Was tempted to try this, but I wouldnt want to attract attention, you know. Wanna keep a low profile in school... *hee*

Aniwae, I'm shagged. I'm stressed. I'm whatever-negative-emotions-you-can-think-of.

My uncle had just passed away. I'm sad (notice how all the negative words start with 's'?). He was a good man. It was my loss and a pity I dint get to see him on his deathbed. *tsk tsk*

Someone's been getting on my nerves lately. But there's no way I can avoid this person. Not even if I tried. *shrugs helplessly*

Assignments gonna be due soon. Dunno how on earth am I going to complete them on time. Guess another week's worth of sleepless night is calling me... *ARGH!*

However, GYM is still nice to me.

My PG bag from Taiwan has finally arrived. I've been waiting for like, what, 3 months just for a bloody bag...? *tsk tsk* I'd rather pay more and get the thing right on the spot than to wait for so long...

I guess that's about it. I can't separate my eyelids now. They're meeting each other real soon. *haiz*

There is definitely a good piece of news: I went to book the airtix for bangkok on fri! So our tai-tai trip is settled le!! But dunno why, I'm not really excited about the trip. Not now anyway... Guess i have no mood bah~ *shakes head* Maybe when dec is approaching and the mood will come... *haha*

I CAN'T WAIT!!!

OMG!

I just realised that the semester is going to end soon!

Like realllllly soon!

Two more weeks of lectures and tutorials (i guess!) and that's it!

And I can't wait for it to end.

But on the other hand, it means that projects deadlines and worst of all, E.X.A.M.S, are approaching!!!!! *pulls hair*

All right, I'm keeping cool and calm. Only a few strands of hair off my head. (just kidding...)

I know I havent been blogging lately because I SIMPLY HAVE NO TIME!!!

The past few days I have been a chiongster...chionging the notorious PSYCHO(logy) essay cos the PSYCHO(logy) tutor is simply a......very picky person. And the essay weighs a bloody 60% can! If I flunk it I might as well flunk the whole module. *grrrr* Stress ar...

Due to this, I have been getting 2-3 hours of sleep per day.

?????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Dunno why my life is like that now. *shrugs* I tell my friends this: If I suddenly drop dead now, it would be due to fatigue. Seriously lor. I've never been so tired before in my entire life until I step into uni. *tsk tsk*

But this definitely taught me a lesson: Start on the individual assignments on DAY 1, when instructions have been given from the lecturers/tutors at the start of the sem.

And this is my advice to all who aspire to enrol in THE school. Seriously. Dun be like me, wasting the first few precious weeks shopping during those long breaks, when I could have spent the time in the library doing research, and not like now, pia-ing all the way... *tsk tsk*

On a happier note, though, I'm pleased to annouce this................................................:

I'M GOING TO BANGKOK THIS DEC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*muahaha*

Excited excited, fricking excited lah~~~

My first time going somewhere abroad other than Malaysia.

Initially I'm going with XY, but when momsie heard about our trip, she's tempted to tag along. I guess she's worried that we ren shen di bu shou and might get into trouble, so she wanted to come... not that I'm reluctant for her accompanying us... At least she can pay for our meals! *heehee*

So apart from rushing my projects and assignments, I've been pretty busy with the planning of the "Tai-Tai to Thai-Thai" (our theme) trip...

Been checking and comparing the airfare and accommodation and stuff like that...

But then hor, when my dad knew about us going to Bangkok, he tried to persuade us not to go cos he's afraid of terrorist attacks. *roll eyes*

But nothing can stop me.

Not even when he wants to sponsor me to go HK with my small aunt and her family. Like, who would want to go with them and be restricted during the trip?

No way am I going with them.

Although the sponsoring part and HK sounds tempting, but I held my ground:

I. WANT. TO. GO. BANGKOK. AND. I. AM. GOING. BANGKOK.

*wide wide grinz*

Therefore, I can't wait for this sem to be over.

It's going to be thai-thai baby~~!!!

=)))))))

What is a Break?

Can anyone tell me what does "recess week" means?

No? Ok, never mind.

Let me explain to you. *ahem*

If you go by definition per word, "recess" means "a time when work or business is stopped for a while", and I guess there's no need for me to define week, right?

So! If you put them together, it literally means work/study/whatever-business-you-are-in is stopped for a week (i.e. SEVEN DAYS).

But do WE or do I get my well-deserved "recess week"?

HAHAHA NO. It's a big fat NO.

*tsk tsk tsk*

The profs were like, "Ooh, you guys rest well during recess week, ok? Dun work too hard."

DUN WORK TOO HARD??!?!?!

You must be kidding me.

Bloody hell. The amount of workload is at its ultimate all-time high. I'm suffocating under the weight of it.

FOUR bloody individual essays/assignment, TWO bloody group projects, and ONE bloody time-consuming 3-day camp (community service project) proposal yet to complete and to be handed up at the end of October.

Tell me, how to "dun work too hard?" *bewildered look*

The recess week has just ended last week, but I don't feel like I've rested well.

In fact, I got so stressed that I went to see doctor for the C-problem. What is C-problem? Well, I will tell you when I see you. All I can say is it is a disease caused by stress, lack of sleep and proper meals and exercise, and more stress. *sighz*

I'm not trying to gain sympathy here. Really.

Anyway, the main point of this entry is...

Since I've got so many things on my hand, the last thing I should spend my time on is volunteerism, right?

Wrong.

I spent almost the whole of Saturday doing voluntary work at J8. OK la... I'm not saying voluntary work is a waste of time. IT IS FOR A GOOD CAUSE. SUPPORT IT! GO BE A VOLUNTEER! (but only if you can afford the time.)

I was like 'forced' to go help out cos there was a lack of helpers.

And the nature of the voluntary work?

To celebrate the birthday of a pink elephant.

WA.HA.HA.HA. So meaningful right.

Apparently so, but to the kids and their kiasu parents nia (there were free gifts, you know)...

*shakes head*

Am I dumb or dumb - quoted from Glenda, who also went.

*tsk tsk tsk*

Luckily, we managed to 'excuse' ourselves halfway through the event.

But I shall admit, it was quite fun actually.

The only 'souvenir' I brought home...

My duty was to paste the messages from the public to Sharity the Elephant on the Cabury Wall of Message of Care. I pasted 99% of it. Hard work ar~~~

Ta-da~! The shou xin gong of the day. Not that man in white la, duh! That pink one...

She's got her own birthday cake as well. And it was a bloody big one.

Some magic performance. No comments on that.

That's it. There goes my Saturday (29/9).

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Doctor advised me to relax so the C-problem can be cured. I'm trying.

I tried by building my relationship with the TV first. I neglected the existence of TV ever since school started. But recently I am hooked on the 9pm show on Channel 8: Metamorphosis (i think it's spelt like that)... My gawd. What a sadistic show. With all the pervertic killings and dismemberings by psychotic men... *tsk tsk* Nice show. Rui En is so coooooolllll. *hahahaz* And there's Thomas too. *hee*

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I've just finished two English mid-sem tests. I'm so glad they are over. =)

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I'm waiting for next Friday to come. I need the money. *winkz*

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I'm fricking tired now. I still have not done my grammar tutorial. Yet.

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I'm not bothering le. Sleep is more important. I want to cure my C-problem. =)