Life is so unpredictable. And unfair.

I dun want him to die! =(

This is going to be the most depressing entry so far. =(

So depressing that I'm going to put a sad face at the end of every sentence. =(

Many unhappy/unlucky/sad things are happening to my mother's side family. =(

First, my wai po was admitted to hospital for a long long time. =(

And then my ah yi and yi-zang got into an accident on Saturday and left them hospitalised till now. =(

Now my cousin is fighting hard to keep breathing, and he's barely surviving against all the odds. =(

This cousin of mine, whom I only see once a year cos we're not very close, is really a nice guy. So does that mean bad things have to happen to nice people? =(

Like I said, he's fighting real hard to stay alive, but the doctor tells us to be mentally prepared because he might just......go. Just like that. =(

WTF.

He still needs to teach many more students.

He still needs to touch many more lives.

He still needs to get married and have many kids.

He still needs to accomplish so many many more things in life.

He still has a bright future ahead.

WHY MUST HE BE THE ONE TO CONTRACT THE VIRUS?????? =(

Why can other worthless people that do not contribute to the world at all, like the sick jerk who raped his three-year-old daughter, have their brains infected instead????

Why is life so unfair! =(

I'm super depressed now. =(