So angry at myself!

So ANGRY!!!

I was so so so angry at myself for not having enough determination/discipline to say NO to NYSS! *tsk tsk*

Stupid me or gullible me or silly me was somehow 'forced' to sign up another facial treatment sessions with them.

&%*$#$%&*$*%&!!!!

My consultant, I hate to admit, has superb persuasion skills.

No matter how hard I tried to reject her 'kind' offer, she refused to back down and kept pressurizing me to give her and nyss one more chance to let them prove that they can cure my skin problem blah blah blah.

I told her bluntly that I dun have $550 to pay for 5 more sessions (even if I have I'd rather spend the money on something else!!!), then she said I can pay by instalments, meaning I can put in deposit of $200 and try for 2 sessions first and then I can decide if I want to continue.

You tell me, jian anot?!?!

But I'm more jian lah, cos I reluctantly succumbed to her gimmicks in the end.

And so poor me paid the deposit and is down for two more sessions, which she uses her head to guarantee the improvement of my skin after these two treatments. *shakes head*

Now, I swear to whoever is up in heaven that after that second session, I SHALL NOT BE FORCED OR MADE GUILTY TO SPEND MORE MONEY ON MY FACE! NEVER!

But easier said than done. I predict by then, she'll come up with something to sway my firm stand.

So my friends, never ever land yourself into such shitty situation like me by signing for facial treatments at such centres. It's a bottomless pit that will suck you down so deeply that you'd forgot how you die.

URGH!

I hate myself!

ps: I went through the laser treatment to remove the oil taps on my eyes area, and bloody hell, it was the most excruciating, the most pain-in-the-ass experience ever okie! It's like having a red hot rod stabbing at your bare skin and you can hear the sizzling sound plus the burning smell when you smoulder metals together. I almost blurted out the F-word to my consultant can! It's that painful! Now what have I done to deserve this?!?!

pps: Now around my eyelids and eyebags have small little chao-tah dots which will only peel off after a few days! *sianz to the max*

ppps: I got B- for one of my English assignments. =(