Tuesday, October 07, 2008

Emotional day!

How can one experience so many emotions in just a day?!
Why not?
Cos I just did.
Emotion #1: Exhausted.
Woke up at 5+ AM to get ready for morning tutorial.
Dozed off on the train, and I was in that kind of state whereby my eyelids refused to break apart from each other, as though they are determined to stick together. *rolls eyes*
Emotion #2: Irritated.
By a loud-mouth with a deep voice and thinks she is funny/humourous.
Can't stand these kind of people. It's bad enough to combine the tutorial with another class (more people, more noise, more frustration, lesser concentration), and it's worst when someone attempts to make conversation with a friend at the top of her voice, even when that person was just beside her.
Why? To attract other people's (like me) attention loh, what else.
That irritating 'leader'. Wish she'd just shut her trap up.
Emotion #3: Nervousness + Stress
Today was my individual oral presentation test.
Rehearsed like mad the night before.
Still, time never stops moving, and the crucial 1030am arrived.
I was around the last few to present, and the process of waiting was nerve-wrecking.
Most of my classmates were very very zai, except for one or two who allowed their nervousness to get the better of them.
So all the more I was stressed, so I prayed to GYM.
And man. I dunno if it's me or GYM has showed her powers, but when I stood in front of the class, all nervousness was gone and at the end of my presentation, my friends all said I was quite zai also.
So I welcomed in the next emotion.
Emotion #4: Happiness.
I was so happy with my own performance.
I never expected I'd appeared so calm and deliver my speech in that unprecedented confidence.
*muahahahah*
Of course, there were some minor flaws, but generally, I am satisfied. =)
Emotion #5: EXTREMELY EMBARRASSED.
Man, this is one of the worst feelings one could have.
I couldnt deny the existence of Devil's Eye, which really exists!
My advice - never be too happy over something, if not bad luck will surely befall you.
I admit I was over the cloud when I've finally cleared the oral presentation, so I guess that's maybe why something so unlucky happened to me.
You see, it was raining extremely heavily when I was about to leave the school.
Boarded an almost empty 199 and found myself a seat, which looked oh-so-innocently dry.
It's those kind of green seats at the front (to be precise, I sat on the third last row of the green seats) in a double-decker bus.
I made sure that it was dry before I sat down okie.
And guess what.
When I stood up to get off the bus, I realised that almost the entire half of my skirt was FRICKING WET!!!!
Like dripping wet that kind of wet! DAMN DAMP WET!!!
Bloody hell.
I didnt notice anything unusual throughout the ride can! So imagine the shock I had when I saw my wet skirt.
Wanted desperately to hide in the bus until it turns dry by itself.
But abit impossible leh.
So no choice. I had to ying zhe tou pi alight the bus and walk through the hall of SHAME to the MRT toilet which, I tell you, it's fricking far can!
I'm soooo afraid that people might think I pee in my skirt. WHICH I DID NOT OKIE!
It's that fricking faulty leaky bus's fault loh! *HRMPF* Who can predict water will leak in, of all places but my seat?!?
Am I suay or suay? *haiz*
So I spent 15 mins stuck in the ladies, trying desperately to dry it. Not going to tell you how I did it, but still...I dun think you wanna know.
One of the worst experiences I've ever had.
Can enter my List of The Most Embarrassing Moments, top three.
Emotion #6: still Exhausted.
Had another acupuncture session.
I was so tired that I fell asleep on the bed throughout the whole treatment, and I actually enjoyed the sensation of throbbing needles on my skin. *hehs*
Emotion #7: Lazy.
No mood to do any work when I got home.
So here I am, blogging.
After laziness, stress will follow.
Cos time is ticking!
Deadlines of assignments are drawing nearer!
Exams are approaching!
*grabs hair*
Emotion #8: Stress.
Need I say more?

Emotion #9: Lovesick.

I miss WH.

I want LHXX.

Why can't you give me what I want?

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So there you go.
Did you notice any patterns of what my feelings are lately?

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