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I dropped to HELL on MonDay when i found out tt the investigation has stopped and case has closed. Full-stop. Period.

WTFuck.

They said they cant find any concrete evidence against him so THIS IS IT. They proposed to me to call the police.

Yeah. Great. I believe they dint want to publicise this matter so trying to keep things low.

But i tell ya, YOU MESSED WIF THE WRONG PERSON!

I'm going to do wadever i can to bring justice 4 myself. I'm sure i can, with the help n support of so many ppl. Serene, Shaz, Jodee, Little Bee, Sneak-to-Pee, n LO: Thank you so much for supporting, encouraging, n advising me to do the right thing. I guess if not for your constant help, i would not have lasted til today. And all those ppl who r secretly helping me behind my back, thanks v v much.

Finally went to the police to lodge a report...hopefully (*fingers crossed*!) they can find the truth n give me a justified answer n explanation. After almost a 2-hr recording session, i can finally put the weight on my shoulders n in my heart down. I felt so relieved, but at the same time troubled n worried becoz i might have to go to court to testify. Once again, hope tt everything can go smoothly. (*Crossed my fingers again!!*)

Drove to Loyang Tua Pek Gong to pray with mam n aunt...i was filled with sincerity when i prayed...nv b4 i was so desperate for my prayers to be answered...except for the time when i took my driving practical...

Aniwae, i treated me mam to Lerk Thai for dinner @ WS (dad went Indonesia to fish...*diaoz*) Nice food n service...the waiter kept greeting n smiling at us...not bad...i recommend tt restaurant...4 stars****

Finally i was able to get a decent meal...couldnt eat much for the past few days... now tt the police r helping, i feel more secure n hopeful once again......

Morales tt i've learnt from this whole incident:

1. Be strong & face challenges with courage. COME WAD MAY man...

2. Always know tt the ppl ard u love n care for you. Think of them b4 u think of DEATH..

3. Stand up for yourself.

4. Learn to protect yourself, especially galz...

5. Never think tt danger won't happen to you.

6. Stay alert!