Friday, April 27, 2007

Devil's Eye

Been feeling shitty throughout dis whole week... so sianz of working at the clinic le...
I think the myth of Devil's Eye is realli realli farking true.
For your ignorance, Devil's Eye is something bad tat will occur when you kept saying tat particular sth is good. A simple example:
"Hey, I think you'll get veri good results for ur exams lehz!"
"Ya lorz! Confirm get distinctions de!!!"
Becoz all ur friends kept saying you will score VERI well, Devil's Eye will drop by and plant a bombshell on you... The end result? Zilch distinction but all lousy grades... So in other words, Devil's Eye is a veri powerful n nonexistent freak tat will result in veri bad happenings/ outcomes/ endings... Geddit???
So for my case, Devil's Eye found its way into my life.
Initially, I was VERI happie wif my current job... I dunno why, but I am juz happie happie happie, and I like this job veri much...
BUT den now?
I'm realli tired of working there... Within this week, I made dunno how many donkey mistakes le... All becoz of my carelessness, forgetfulness, blurness (if there's such a word!) and simple-mindedness...
To make things worse, there's dis colleague, who so happen to be a *ahem!*, has her eight characters clashing wif mine...
I TOTALLY DISLIKE HER.
Period.
She's such a fake, busybody, bossy, showoff, irritating, nosy and arrogant bitch. How lousy can a person get???
I'm trying not to be racist here, but I realli can't help it. I juz dun click wif *ahem* ppl... But I haf to admit, I have a realli good *ahem* friend at work... she's one of those whom you can make friends wif, and one who's different from the rest of her kind...
Aniwae, I heard tat dis kaypo bitch is crazy over promotion in the clinic, so she's always cheonging to do everything... But tat's okie...
BUT!!! She doesnt have to EVERY SINGLE SHIT THING rite???!!!
I mean, she's fighting to answer everybody's qns, fighting to be the first one out there to serve patients, fighting to be CE's pet, fighting to find faults on others, fighting to listen to ME talking to patients, fighting to do basically EVERY LITTLE THING... She's realli trying to make herself busy, but for no reason...
Can't stand it. Especially when she sat next to my counter... OMG... Imagine I had to sit wif her throughout the day... Imagine I had to tolerate her nonsense... Imagine the stress when she's eyeing you from the corner of her eyes to find fault or to watch wad you're doing, then saying loudly so everyone in the office can hear if you make a mistake...
*dying to show middle finger*
WTH + WTF.
Got once, I met a problem and I asked my other colleague for help (I deliberately refused to ask Kaypo Bitch, altho she's nearby)... So my colleague explained to me, and I knew how to go about doing it...
Guess wad KB did??
She walked over to my counter, told me EXACTLY wad my colleague has told me, and even showed me how to navigate the system... *roarz!!!*
For GYM's sake, I DIDNT ASK FOR UR HELP AT ALL!!! JUZ F***KING LEAVE ME ALONE CAN???!!!
And the way she behaved... It was like I'm a stupid temp gal who doesnt know how to do a single shit thing... She purposely explained veri loudly in front of the patient, who wore a I'm-so-suay-to-be-served-by-a-clueless-staff look...
I was bad mood for the rest of the day... She realli realli made me feel lousy n insignificant, making me more prone to making mistakes coz she's always looking out for me (not in a good way, though...)
*mighty sighz*
Another incident: There's dis patient who came and asked me sth regarding abt afternoon registration... I explained to her the procedures, rules & regulations n all... but as usual, some patients dun clean their ears de... So I had to repeat myself again n again til they understand... So dis woman, same thing. Made me repeat my words. Then suddenly...
"Jazz (tat's how she call me... for GYM's sake, she thinks she's best friend wif me or sth... *rolled eyes*), are you having difficulty explaining to patients??" said KB in an extraordinary loud voice.
"No, it's okie, I can handle." I said sarcastically. If she's smart, she'll know tat I'm trying to tell her to mind her own business. But I guess she's not, so I dint get the message across.
So, we juz dun like each other. I know she dislikes me. And I know she knows I despise her. BUT who cares??? I'm juz a temp... I can go anytime, i dun realli care... It's you ppl who needs ME, not the other way ard... I can juz leave, and the clinic'll be shorthanded... Since KB likes to be cheongster, let her do ALL the work.
But when I think of my other colleagues, who are all so so so nice to me, I can't bear to leave le... *ha* So contradicting... Actually, it's some of the ppl who's giving me the strength to carry on, and of course, money plays a veri important role... *hahahz* For tat, I muz perservere...
Devil's Eye. Or Karma. Or wadever...
I can't be too happie over one thing, or else *boom!* sth bad will happen...
Maybe I shouldnt be too happie tat I got a digi cam... sth bad may happen to it...
Maybe I shouldnt be too happie tat I got a place in NIE... sth bad may happen n change everything... Like I can't pass my medical clearance, den I can't be accepted by MOE... Or I can't manage the workload, and fail every sem... *shudders*
Call me superstitious or wad, I dun care... I'm pan-dang or wadever it's called... I believe in Devil's Eye n Karma... So ppl, NEVER be too happie over sth, or Devil's Eye will take tat away from you...
Tat's my gan xiang for the week.
Period. End of story.

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